Dial-up, being "let go" and unexpected visits...

First of all, i hate dial up internet. my grandparents left on a cruise and my dad shut down the dsl. my grandparents didnt want to pay for internet they werent gonna use. WHAT ABOUT ME!? so its really been a great experience to sit and WAIT for 10 minutes just for the blog page to open. thats why i am at the library now and basically said eff that.

second- for those of you who havent talked to me- they decided to "make friday my last day" at Curves. yah- the place ive poured 4 years of my life into, the place that has been my second home, yah-that place. and it was all without warning, on stuff that i have never been confronted on, basically all because i knew my rights and got upset about the fact they werent paying me. aw manager asked me to come in adn work, and she forgot to change the schedule. and the next day, i sent in a report about a conversation i heard on the circiut where 6 ladies were very upset at the general manager cuz she handled a serious situation COMPLETELY outta line.

the next day i get fired. no shit sherlock!

anyways, so im prety much freakign out. i asked my dad for some gas money and he freakign refused. i dont understand. i feel like he thinks i TRIED to get fired. its really frustrating that hes being such an ass. but you gotta love him, right? and i do, hes just making me frustrated.... very.

and then, i get a call wednesday from the family and they decided they wanted to pop in for a few days and completely ruined all my plans for the weekend.

i guess right now, i feel like all the world is against me, so it makes me wanna fight all the world and retreat back into my little shell. but i know that that is not a good idea.

but i want to.

bleh.