to everyone who loves me...

Hey, just an update on me. a lot of people have written asking whats up, and so im writting one big comment, so think of this as a big hug to all....

im doing pretty good. my family is leaving in the next few days, so things are pretty crazy. sorry for unreturned phone calls (see last blog).
On top of that, im getting ready to transfer adn start a real live university in January- Washington State University (GO COUGS!) Im pretty much stoked. i have an amazing house that opened up- 2 bedroom cottage for CRAZY cheap, especially if i split it with a friend. and also, i have the possiblitly of having an AMZING roomate. its a girl i work with who has the same major and loves spanish as much as i do. ALYSSA ROCKS! and our house will ::haul ass:: (thank you, sarah, for making that the phrase of the day) so if your in pullman washington, stop by.
on a deeper level, this is a hard time, simply full of change and that whole ::finding my wings::; for REALS- getting ready for my own house, my own life outside of here, all of it. its stressful and sometimes i break down (as i have like 3xs this week) but i know that god is constantly working. its as if when i came home, i had to fight for everything i learned all over, but not as bad, cuz it was still there. it was the whole thing like in india- believeing when circumstances scream otherwise. but im working on it.
its a hard process to go back to a church and to get back into that, but i know its a PROCESS and im taking small steps and is gently coaxing me one more step. ive started taking riding lessons from a friend and its funny how in the two weeks ive been doing that, god has used that to remind me of so many truths that i forget so easily.
on a work note... well, id rather not even go there. its ok and ill make it.

so i know thats pretty not too deep, but its an update. give me some time and when things calm down again, i will let you guys know more.
i loev you all and it is so encouraging to know that people are still there for me.