i never thought id ever feel like this....

so im feeling a little loney and pathetic at the moment.

i seriously have like hardly any friends anymore. and you know the crazy part, theres only a few people i really want to be my friends... and they are people that i really have no excuse to call up adn be like ::what up, this is sarah and i think we should hang out! even tho we've only hung out like once or twice.::: grrr, i hate that.

what happened to Sarah the social butterfly, life of the party girl??!!?!?! actualyl, its ok that shes gone, but sometimes i still miss her.

anyways, i think im going to go walk around by the water and then come home and watch something pathetic and war-ish. like braveheart or kingdom of heaven, something like that.
(by the way, i watch those kinda movies when im feeling patheic, weird huh??)

im shutting up.