what am i freaking gonna do....

im going crazy about school. i just found out that i have to take another freaking biology class!! seriously, how retarded is that!! which means i will either have to drop a spanish class, or take another class this summer.

THATS SO LESBIAN!

honestly, im going crazy with all my work and i truly have no idea how im going to cope with all this. i mean, i know ill be ok, and i should probably shut up and go to bed, but im all frustrated and fired up (as my mommy says...)

yah, AND im totally having withdrawls on something so retarded im not even gonna write it on here... no, its not drugs, or drinking or anything bad... but you know when you decided that you are not gonna let something distract you and you are not wanting ANYTHING to happen with anything in that area, unless its completley right, but then you cant get your mind to stop wondering about so and so, and what are you gonna do if you end up an old maid, and how much you are tired of being single...there i said it, in a round about sorta way. blah. it sux. and its all theses stupid insecurities, because im kicking the habit- the being boy crazy one, that is. ......

AND im freaking tired of my car!!! its gonna die any day and i have absolutely NO FREAKING MONEY!!

ahhh... i need to go to bed.
xosss