i cant do this...

i miss everyone so much.

right now, i just want to be with all of you guys right now.

i miss nikki so much and i wish we could just be on grandview having a cigarette.

or alkai with alex and a pack.

or with my family, hugging myu sisters.

or with micah. just sitting there listening to music and watching a movie.

im crying to talk to nikki and im crying some more.

i love you all. and i never knew how much i need you all to keep me smilin.

xosss