what it sounds like when thoughts are half finished....
Well, at this moment EXACTLY, I'm sitting at my grandpas comuter, drinking a curves protein shake, chocolate, by the way. (dont laugh at me cuz i think they're good!!)
and im thinking about a lot of things... money, last night, and argentina. Those are probably always the top three things i think about, adding boys in there too actually...
So im trying to buy this car, and my grandparents are going to front the money for it, but im also thinking about all the other stuff i need to buy- shorts, a swimsuit (NOT fun, but honestly, not as bad as i thought it would be...) on top of that i will eventually have to pay for college and thats even scarier than everything else. And the hardest thing is that im at this place with my dad where he just is too busy to really help me, and that really sucks. So im yet again, on another step to growing up...
Then there was last night. overall, good night. but i went to applebys and a bunch of people we there and it was really awkward. simply cuz.. well, i dunno exactly, but it was weird. (by the way, IM REALLY TAN!!!!! wooohoooo!!!!!) And then i was going to chill with dooster adn samuel, but decided against it.... mostly cuz .. well, just cuz.
Funny thing that happened was that samuel called my moms cell phone and my dad answered and it was funny (well, AFTER the fact!) my dad basically asked him all these questions, and yah, i guess you had to be there. but then samuel got on the phone with me adn was like :::itd be the greatest decision of your life if you dated me!::: and for once, i was actually speechless. Maybe its because me and samuel dont really have a big friendship, i mean we've only hung out a few times, and that was kind of the last thing i expected. But then i was thinking about it more later. and i realized part of it is simply the change thats happened. Im just not into it anymore. Its weird...
sorry a lot of my thoughts are half finished, thats the way i feel about my mind right now... everythings half finished...
oh high light of the night...
nikki giving my mom the finger.
thats my girl! it was on accident tho. but it made my mom laugh...
anyways, im off to work. i miss argentina. but i now the next few months and years are going to be amazing.
xosss
and im thinking about a lot of things... money, last night, and argentina. Those are probably always the top three things i think about, adding boys in there too actually...
So im trying to buy this car, and my grandparents are going to front the money for it, but im also thinking about all the other stuff i need to buy- shorts, a swimsuit (NOT fun, but honestly, not as bad as i thought it would be...) on top of that i will eventually have to pay for college and thats even scarier than everything else. And the hardest thing is that im at this place with my dad where he just is too busy to really help me, and that really sucks. So im yet again, on another step to growing up...
Then there was last night. overall, good night. but i went to applebys and a bunch of people we there and it was really awkward. simply cuz.. well, i dunno exactly, but it was weird. (by the way, IM REALLY TAN!!!!! wooohoooo!!!!!) And then i was going to chill with dooster adn samuel, but decided against it.... mostly cuz .. well, just cuz.
Funny thing that happened was that samuel called my moms cell phone and my dad answered and it was funny (well, AFTER the fact!) my dad basically asked him all these questions, and yah, i guess you had to be there. but then samuel got on the phone with me adn was like :::itd be the greatest decision of your life if you dated me!::: and for once, i was actually speechless. Maybe its because me and samuel dont really have a big friendship, i mean we've only hung out a few times, and that was kind of the last thing i expected. But then i was thinking about it more later. and i realized part of it is simply the change thats happened. Im just not into it anymore. Its weird...
sorry a lot of my thoughts are half finished, thats the way i feel about my mind right now... everythings half finished...
oh high light of the night...
nikki giving my mom the finger.
thats my girl! it was on accident tho. but it made my mom laugh...
anyways, im off to work. i miss argentina. but i now the next few months and years are going to be amazing.
xosss
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