why??

why do i end up finding these guys who have fucked up lives, but they have so much potential?

why do i find guys that need me more than i need them?

why do i always find myself hoping i can change them?

why do i seem to be the only one to see the good side?

why do i fall hook, line, and sinker for excuses cuz im so desperate to be loved and so desperate to see them fixed?

who am i to hope to fix anyone? my own life is so messed up its not even funny.

bleh. i hate drama. i hate boys. grrrr. they are so overrated!